烜

  最近以来,看了很多人记录我们专场的文章,老曹的,朋友的,还有未曾谋面的来看我们的朋友们的.但每每想自己动笔去记录一篇时,却或懒或千言万语无从下笔.直到昨天又一次点开S'IL SUIFISSAIT D'AIMER,发现心里响起的却是老曹的声音,忽然间视线开始模糊,周围的空气变得炽热起来,闭上眼睛再睁开,看到亮得发热的舞台灯光,吉他贝司钢琴鼓,还有台下一只只挥舞的手臂.轰鸣的失真,干净或有力的人声,还有最后的完美时刻,一切一切,我们的光荣之夜.

  时间回到5月26号.

  (演出前夜,我在出租车上丢了我的全部家当,吉他和效果器.现在仍在寻找中,但是希望已经渺茫.我很佩服自己可以在第二天继续演出.也许我真的像我想象的一样坚强和万打不死.)

  白天我12点赶到建南大礼堂,音响和舞台布置已经开始进场.我们在后台休息室开了空调吃饭.这中间涌现出了一个很经典的人:建南看门老头戴师傅.他以种种奇特理由单枪匹马杀入我们一大群人中,左冲右突,连批带骂不止...太强悍了,我暗暗决定,以后有钱了给厦大盖楼一定要请戴师傅看门,千军万马不得擅入啊....

  然后终于开始可以调音,小罗他们回琴行拿踏板去了所以不在,我们一直调得很不理想.大家都处于激怒状态,然而进展实在缓慢,直到小罗他们3人再次归来,我顿时如看到3人身被光环走进建南...厉害啊,3分钟帮我们搞定..

  6点50来分,大家准备都已经就绪,然而观众来的还并不多.大家都有些郁闷,还在说人再少也要好好演之类的.直到7点10分,我再次出去看,惊喜发现观众已经坐了建南大半以上,赶紧跑回去和大家说,人来得可以呢!大家一下斗志全满!

  开场,走在我们自己的星光大道上.这条通向梦想的路,如今终于已经在我们脚下,不到百米距离,就走上我们大学4年为之奋斗的这个舞台.

  We cnfess that as young men we are much too sensitive and fragile.
  we confess we embrace music's freedom over human obeidience.
  we confess we found more ecstacy in passion than in prayer, such passion is prayer.
  we confess we hunger still to be infilled and inflamed, to melt into the dream of us,beyond this trouble place,

  to where we are not even ourselves, to know the always,always what is true.

  我们承认 年轻的我们过度敏感而脆弱
  我们承认 我们拥抱音乐所带来的自由,排斥人类的奴性;
  我们承认 我们在激情中找到的狂喜多过于祈祷 而这种激情本来就是一种祈祷
  我们承认我们仍然渴望被充实,点燃,融化在彼此的梦中,远离这个是非的人世,去到一个我们都不是自己本身的地方,去探求所谓的至真..

  我们在开场乐声和语声中穿越观众跑上舞台,舞台灯光全亮,介绍乐手!

  the last live of blackcandle!

  第一节,我们已经极度兴奋,我挂着吉他来回跑,满舞台找人对手.我弹错了一些,第2节我们换上木琴,完美地上演着不插电.总理和拳拳客串演唱,文子和我合作IN JOY AND SORROW,曹汀钢琴弹唱.此时我真希望这个夜晚永远不要结束,希望时间过得再慢一些...

  第3节上场前,大家把手紧紧叠在一起,为最后的完美时刻积蓄着能量.第3节开始,黑蜡烛特色的失真轰鸣了起来,盲途夜行!

  这一节拳拳的琴老出问题,换了好几把,但是气氛绝对的高涨,特别是LOST BOY的时候,一出手前奏,我就知道今天这个曲子绝对不寻常,因为我仿佛感觉自己在听原版的前奏!果然,我和拳拳都疯了,来回换位,跑,跳,汗水在我脸上已经是河流,一次次被我甩开,又汇聚;我们跳上鼓台找总理,在中间和张子文对手,在观众前跪着弹,来回冲杀!无数观众冲到舞台前和我们一起疯狂!

  歌一首一首的演着,到A CANDLE TO BE LIGHT,到最后的黑蜡烛.A CANDLE TO BE LIGHT的时候老曹已经控制不住情绪,而到黑蜡烛的时候,观众一次次的喊继续,千人合唱.我无法控制自己的感情,这是多少次在我梦中出现的场景,而今天居然成为现实.

　黑色蜡烛照亮黑夜的伤，祈求我们的天使永载我飞翔．

  希望时间再慢一点,一瞬间人变得很脆弱.原以为那个时刻会很漫长 长到自己不会感觉时间的流逝...没想到转眼间就结束了.

  无限地希望记忆停留在这个时刻,希望自己死在这个最光辉的时刻.Glory night,blackcandle.我的,我们的..

  谢幕.鞠躬.感谢所有的人...

  台下响起了安可的声音!一声比一声响,最后终于汇聚成一股洪流.

  我已经疯狂,脱去上衣,抱起自己的吉他!大家也各就位,我们改编版的SWEET DREAM!

  疯狂的金属失真!让所有人为我们,也为自己疯狂吧!

  还记得么,

  我们是蜡烛,而你们,就是点燃我们的火焰.

到昨天晚上，基本来自学校的阻力已经告一段落。

想不通现在学校搞学生工作的怎么就这么牛比呢，黑的能说成白的，自己提无理要求可以说对方无理。我无语了。

也想不通一个高中怎么就可以这么牛比呢，居然能说他们租音响灯光一天50太少了吧给100如何，原话啊，我想死去呢，我把我台灯和电脑音箱租给你成不？？末了还能威胁人，强。

终归自己无权无势，是弱势群体。

不管怎么样总算是熬过昨天。电话被骂到冒烟。

站起来，头晕腿软啊。

第一次发现自己的忍耐力居然有这么好，我是忍者吗……

昨天乐队上厦广音乐台，蚊子曹汀说话，我们仨在外面看。

黑蜡烛乐队的音乐在全厦门的广播中播出。

我还在为手机罢工而发愁，一时HIGH不起来。

 

不过昨天还是有搞笑的事情，在荒原挤屎……

 

 

 

 

 

    

 

今天乐队照常排练,不知道为什么我状态特别低迷.而且最近一直没什么灵感.录音也总是做不好后期.

下周校庆后就开学了,希望我的低潮期随着开学划上句号.

下周6的演出,希望让大家看到一个完全新生的黑蜡烛.

 

Slept through the pain

                                      Words & music: Stigmata

In the world of saints

I found you lost in sorrow

So afraid to betray the God

But you fell in love with Dark

 

In front of the tomb

A child light a dying candle

And he wispering this

Don't ever come again

 

It's been so cold and wounded tearing the hearts of love (for you)

The God is praying on his knees in the curse of fire!

 

So we are

Waiting under the sun of heaven, praying for the love

Whilst the poisoned hearts are bleeding in silence , we're dying with the pride

Running in the storm of no promises , calling for the God

And whilst the princess kills our all the wishes , we can slept through the pain

RIFF

 

There's nobody came

Coz' no one ever cry

You're the princess of blood

Slaying all the love with tear

 

It's been so cold and wounded tearing the hearts of love for you

The God is praying on his knees in the curse of fire!

 

So we are

Waiting under the sun of heaven, praying for the love

Whilst the poisoned hearts are bleeding in silence , we're dying with the pride

Running in the storm of no promises , calling for the God

And whilst the princess kills our all the wishes , we can slept through the pain

RIFF

 

In front of the tomb

A child light a dying candle

And he wispering this

Don't ever come again

 

It's been so cold and wounded tearing the hearts of love for you

The God is praying on his knees in the curse of fire!(Vocal only)

 

So we are

Waiting under the sun of heaven, praying for the love

Whilst the poisoned hearts are bleeding in silence , we're dying with the pride

Running in the storm of no promises , calling for the God

And whilst the princess kills our all the wishes , we can slept through the pain

The flicker of love

Words & music: Stigmata

Closing to you

I can feel your breath so wild

Kissing your lips

You 're eager to flowing my mind

 

In the temple of love

We're so young to flame our soul

Beyond all hopes

We're here to pray alone

 

Forever never comes to close ,Coz' we're so young

The angle riped off it's wings to pray,In the heaven along

Forever never comes to close ,Coz' we're so young

The flicker of  love be so weak, It's hard to be strong

 

Can't hold the fear

You're blaming all for the pain

Litting the light

I saw you walked away deadly in sin

 

In the temple of hate

We're so young to flaming our life

Losing all hopes

We're holding the cursed revenge

 

Forever never comes to close ,Coz' we're so young

The angle riped off it's wings to pray,In the heaven along

Forever never comes to close ,Coz' we're so young

The flicker of  love be so weak, It's hard to be strong

 

Flickering love and  the endless pain ,forever  never comes to you...

Angle of love is bleeding on wings, she will fly away alone~~

Flickering love and  the endless pain ,forever  never comes to you...

Angle of love is bleeding on wings, she will fly away alone~~

 

Flickering love and  the endless pain ,forever  never comes to you...

Angle of love is bleeding on wings, she will fly away alone~~

Flickering love and  the endless pain ,forever  never comes to you...

Angle of love is bleeding on wings, she will fly away alone~~

 

Forever never comes to close ,Coz' we're so young